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It has been many a long time since I last wrote an entry for my Deviant Art Journal... I'm needing an outlet for all the emotions in my head right now... there is so much anguish I need to vent and no safe outlet. It seems poetry doesn't come to me as easily as it used to... what to do? I'm being referred to a psychiatrist and i'm unsure how to go about telling them all they need to know to treat me! Feeling anxious 

Well, times are moving fast these days. Christmas is creeping around the corner and I don't know whether I am coming or going... I have moved in with my girlfriend and I am so happy for that, worse thing is now I live in a zoo haha! My snake, her chihuahua, our bearded dragon, her brothers dog and his frog and her mothers' newt and pig! who needs bristol zoo? still in uni, awaiting news on the job front references all done just need CRB check and good to go hope its sooner rather than later though. not much deviating or deviations going on lately though must get some supplies and do some when I get a spare few minutes.

Really excited to see lady gaga in march eeeeeeek how sad but cool?!

Ok another few months have past since I last journalled... i'm now actually in Cardiff University doing my nursing degree, i'm staying in halls of residences which is kwl except im totally skint all the time - the joys of being a student! My girlfriend and I are still together, sometimes i don't know why but i bloody well love the girl and i can't help myself, even though she's the most annoying person in my life LOL.

I bought a new pet back in january for myself - a 3 foot boa constrictor which is brill because they grow huge and live for up to 30 years depending on the level of care given to it. i'll be 50 years old with a pet snake HAHAHAHA!!! Anyway, i'll try and journal sooner rather than later next time. Peace out guys...

x -Jenni- x

its been ages since i journalled so much to say. i started a new job on the 22nd august, in a care home up the road from where i live, its only temporary til march when im off to university to do mental health nursing, i really am very excited and cant wait to go, my friend from college is going to do exactly the same course as me... just need to sort out halls and im good to go. im still with my girlfriend Casey, have been for 3 years. i'm so happy with the place i am in life, that the past just seems like a forgotten blur. Anyway peace out peeps.

guess whose back! i have a girlfriend now its so awesome!! she the love of my life and im not ashamed to say it... i aint had access to the internet for ages so i havent been able to journal for a very long time. but hey here i am still alive and still going strong. im happier than ive ever been no more sad poems bout my mum just happy ones about my girlfriend now!!! u know you love it. all is great everyone get back to me... aint heard from yaz in ages luvz ya all.xxx xxx